it's not really working so well, this happiness thing
I apparently suck at happiness
or maybe I just suck at following directions
meditation: I just can't, I don't know what to do differently, my brain hates me
exercise: big zero here, we've been totally full up doing record shit...I did lift a lot of boxes this weekend
rak: I saw an add on facebook for someone in our area selling a bulk lot of newish boy baby clothes so I bought them and delivered them to bm
gratitude:
a. I am done with postage
b. pretty things
c. crochet keeping me busy
one good thing:
being done with postage is a huge good thing, it took me 5 days to print it all, it was a mind numbing task
writing in this blog is depressing, I see how terribly I'm failing at changing my habits and learning how to be happy.
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